Do you ever feel dead inside ?

My life story, hon. Hopefully you can find some comfort in the fact that you are not in any way alone. My inbox is always open, and I do mean it. All I can recommend is getting out of the house as much as possible. Go to the park, movies, mall, etc. You can go alone, it isn't too bad. But sitting at home makes it worse. Commit to a fifteen minute walk one after dinner and I swear it might help! Best of luck, there is ALWAYS hope.